It rained, and my jeans got soakedd.

2/12/09
Yesterday, which was the 2nd I went to catch up with Izzy & Sophie :D
Which was, really nice because the night before I got really upset over something and I needed to talk XD We basically just, hung out at Izzys after getting starbucks.
Izzy told us about this sicko pedo who was stalking her.
T_T There sure are some real sick people in this world of ours.
Henyways, Izzy and Sophie don't like pictures. So I ran around trying to ctch the cat, Remy (LOL LOSERR) And as above, even that was fail. Douche.
We have to ctch up again my dears Ily.
3/12/09
Today I felt like a senior, finally.
We were required to take the little new entrants to the college around school today.
It started with an assembly to welcome everyone, and then Morgan, the Special Character Prefect and my good friend spoke to the assembly. At that moment, I was so happy and so proud of Morgan, watching her stand up there and lead us just like all the other leaders had prior to her. I've been friends with her since year 10 and now we're the seniors of the school, and like, my friends are like babies to me LOL So to see her so grown up and talking made me feel so mum like and so proud LOL (Douche). Same feeling when Isabel stood up to be presented as our Head Girl of 2010, i'm so ebullient and proud beyond words... Gwaa nuff of the cheese.
Anyways, the moment that the deputy principal got to stand up and announce the rest of us as the prefects of 2010, was the moment I felt like a senior, and finally, I accepted myself as a person to be proud of, which is a feeling of love for my self, and my character that I didn't have before.

We got asked to take the little children around school (in the lovely, rainy weather we're having at the moment) and by the end of it, we realised how much responsibilty we're going to get next year, and how hard it is going to be... but we're going to stick together - and get through.

By the end of the day I was headachy, tired and wet - But i had to go into work. I got SOAKED because my umbrella was broken and the rain was blowing from all directions. So now I'm a bit sick XD. Work made my headache worse. Because i had to take out the rubbish in the rain... and i was clearly soaked... then got asked to bring stuff inside from the rain. <.>

Its not good for my health I tell you, it's not worth the $25 I get. My health is deterioating because of work.. I was in the toilets and I found a white hair. T_T

I got offered a potato fritter on the other hand :) I thought it was fish, and pointed to it saying i'd like to have some fish. Then the boss told me it was a potato fritter LOL FOB. Screw my skin diet LOL (I will pay for it later, when the pimples pop up T_T)

I leave you with Remy, Izzy's more than adorable cat
Oh, Yes, and my toes. YES MY SECOND TOE IS BIGGER THAN MY BIG TOE . Im not abnormal okay ? LOL

What I did today

I'm protecting my note :D So If i forgot to give you access just say and i'll add you to the note list. LOL

Henyways.

Today me and Ally had retail therapy! To heal our, brains from exams.
HOLIDAYS <3



I have seriously suffered from exams so bad! T_T Like actually. My skin is really crap and my panda eyes are like BLEH and my eyes are bloodshot. I need to heal some more LOL

We waited for the bus stop, for like an hour
Ally said that we should listen to her Ipod, which she had charged the night before
And she said I'd like this song she was going to play and the first lyrics were

"I waited for you..."

And I was like WAHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LOL

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We arrived at St Lukes at round 10.30
And we went Pee.
Then we went to Lippy
WHERE I SAW THE DRESS THAT I ENDED UP BUYING!
It was, two sizes up from my normal size though
But it fit (Which made me feel like I got bigger over exams - Yes true, over emotional eating LOL)
So I bought it :D

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Ally bought a bargain from Dotti
Ten dollar top ftw

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Ah FML my note deleted here
Barch

Oh well

I WAS saying how awesome my twinnie was LOL

She bought me a foundation brush without telling me <333
Like pretended it was for her then gave it to me
Because I told her not to buy me anything
BUT SHE DID
GNAW I LOVE MY TWIN!
She is so sweet!!!!!

MY TWIN NOT YOURS

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Anyhows, our Buys today
LOL

Mabel:


Ipod Nano. LOL it was with VOUCHERS. But I had to pay 40 bucks on top of that. BUT HEY Ipod Nano for Forty Bucks!
Lippy Dress
Yinings Present :D (LOOK NING LOOK I hope you like it....It was really hard to choose T_T ITS FROM RED CURRENT (Lol, I always buy there because they gift wrap!) )
Maybelline Collosal Mascara (But the "Y" Scraped off the word "Maybelline" on the Mascara, so it says "Mabelline" Like MABELline?? Oh god i'm such a douche...)
Miki Nailpolish x2

Ally:

Dotti Top
MAC Studio Fix Foundation
Eco Eyeshadow Brush
Butterfly Shaped Nail Kit Thing

YEAH!

YAY FOR THE HOLIDAYS <3

Eco Eyeshadow Brush
Foundation Brush Complementary of Ally!

Pls let this be a good summer.

Breakdown ><
I thought I would be fine this week, seeing it's my three favourite subjects.
But in a row?! And going through past papers and getting mucked up with Questions and finding the holes study needs to fill is stressing me out. I'm tired, and I CBB. I've worked so hard this year and to see it all go wasting down due to my upset mood <.>

And holidays, which once looked really promising don't look so promising anymore.
It won't be a holiday due to work. Seriously, I am so tired of it, to the point I actually just want to breakdown, scream and refuse to turn up. I've gone from office assistant who files to Cleaner girl... It wasn't in my job description to wash dishes OR clean the toilet rubbish bins! It's such a degrading job. What the workforce has taught me is that there really are some horrible, nasty people out there, who like to bring you down and make you feel insignificant. I quit already, but the contract stated that you have to keep working one month after you quit (Seriously....Wth. I'm sure I'm more of an expense to them that way)

Anddd most of my friends are going away on Holiday T________T
Like actually. Am I the only one staying?!?!

So I'm thinking, I'll be a little reject spending new years by myself AGAIN. Watching the countdown on TV by myself, Again. Seriously, what. a. life.

And holidays could also mean all this unwanted time to think again, which I've already started.

BLEHGAHRAHHHH.

I LOVE OUR HEAD GIRL

Okay, I wasn't suppose to start this blog of mine which accompanies the FB notes I was going to have until exams finished. Because I didn't want to get distracted but I need some sort of outlet, I'm too lazy to write in a diary.

Congratulations to my gorgeous and well deserving friend, Isabel for getting Head Girl of 2010!

I'm so proud of you, beyond words! I made sure I was the first to hug her XD I was like, "I BAGS HUGGING HER FIRST!" And then I started crying when she started crying. Gnaw I love you Isabel :)

Also, congratulations to all the fellow nominees, although it may not have outcome in the way which we may have wanted it to, we all still did our very best didn't we?! If only what could happen was what Danni suggested when we were all sitting outside together "If only all 8 of us could be one head girl". But still - You guys did amazing and I'm so happy for each and every one of you! I think I made some good friends from this experience!
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And an apology about my reaction, my tragic reaction. I'm really embarrass now and I hope that I didn't anger some people (Eg. GOD WHY IS SHE CRYING? Oh Pffffft) I think that It was normal of me to have that sort of reaction, because the first thoughts that did go through my head were that I did work pretty hard, and my heart was definately in the right place, and that I wanted my parents to have a reason to be proud of me (Because I rarely get any praise, but I guess my rents are just like that) but at the end of the day everything happens for a reason.

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2010 will see the best year yet for our school!
Congratulations again to my beautiful peers

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