Pls let this be a good summer.

Breakdown ><
I thought I would be fine this week, seeing it's my three favourite subjects.
But in a row?! And going through past papers and getting mucked up with Questions and finding the holes study needs to fill is stressing me out. I'm tired, and I CBB. I've worked so hard this year and to see it all go wasting down due to my upset mood <.>

And holidays, which once looked really promising don't look so promising anymore.
It won't be a holiday due to work. Seriously, I am so tired of it, to the point I actually just want to breakdown, scream and refuse to turn up. I've gone from office assistant who files to Cleaner girl... It wasn't in my job description to wash dishes OR clean the toilet rubbish bins! It's such a degrading job. What the workforce has taught me is that there really are some horrible, nasty people out there, who like to bring you down and make you feel insignificant. I quit already, but the contract stated that you have to keep working one month after you quit (Seriously....Wth. I'm sure I'm more of an expense to them that way)

Anddd most of my friends are going away on Holiday T________T
Like actually. Am I the only one staying?!?!

So I'm thinking, I'll be a little reject spending new years by myself AGAIN. Watching the countdown on TV by myself, Again. Seriously, what. a. life.

And holidays could also mean all this unwanted time to think again, which I've already started.

BLEHGAHRAHHHH.